You make me feel like there’s something wrong with me. If not that, then i’m just not good enough. I don’t know what I did… I feel like a screw up cause I got another chance and it still didnt work out. The second time was far worse than the first. I try living up to your damn standards and I even tried changing for you. I did everything. I just want to know why. I would never make the mistake of being with you again, but i’m just curious.
Maybe you’ve change, but you’ve screwed me over one too many times.
Hope you’re happy.. oh right and happy birthday.
Anonymous asked: Favorite movie? song? Last kiss? boyfriend? Your crush?
A Walk to Remember! I have too many. ex and ex again. NO ONE! (for once)
I love new girl <3
So on facebook I’ve been seeing so many people drinking and smoking and being sh!t faced now that it’s summer. They’re all like “i’m gona party all day and all night” and i’m just like how?… There’s just so much to do! I have ONE week to hang out without anything on my schedule. Starting next week I have North Lake classes from 9:45-11:45, lunch and then ALG II class, then either basketball, tennis, or running, then dinner, then SAT class for 2 hours. Then I’m home at like 7 or 8 then it’s time to do my SAT hw and north lake hw, and then a little tv time hehe. After June is over, I have volunteering to do! OMG I FORGOT ABOUT ART! Sigh I gotta make this summer as eventful as possible!
Gah I really love the city and I can really see myself moving back up to the east coast. I’ve been really debating on where to study and I think I want to go to college around that area… I know choosing a college preferably at an area where I like is not really reasonable, but i want to go to college, graduate and start my life where I can see myself living. I dont want to finish all my school here, and just leave to another state without knowing anything or having any experience with the area. I know I have time, but i feel as if these two years will be going by extremely quickly. I have no idea why I stress myself out and why I make myself feel as if I need to know everything that will be happening in the future.. Because in reality, I dont know. Certain things will catch me off guard, and not be what I had planned it to be.
I’m just scared I guess. I scared about college, work, life… I don’t know what to expect. I just don’t know… which is the problem.
Life please treat me well <3
sorry i’m rambling. im stupid

Perfectt
LOL what…what is this?
I literally laughed out loud
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
(Source: christina-choe)